will never be

i am the vision in your past the fear that you cant see i will be the one that you never forget the one that you will never be i am the murder in your fantasies made real by design i am what you cannot see the hatred in the night the one you never forget what you will never be i am the dark cloud on that horizon a storm in noon time rain the one that you were waiting for the disease that wont go away i am sleeping little child toss and turning on the couch like the part of you thats wild i am the one you cant forget the one that you will never be i am the pain in your memories the realization has been found like a knife directly in the back i will not go away i am the pain that is in your heart that will not go away you cant run from how you feel no matter what you say i am the rain that falls on your parade like locusts in the field like a tornado in kansas my hurt and pain is real the one that you cant forget the one that you will never be your dreams wont go away the reasons are not true i am the fear that you dont see but who am i to say you can not tell me what to do cause i just dont fucking care so i will watch over your every little move and laugh when you fall down just standing at the corner waiting for my chance to slip into your nightmares that help to make you drowned in your superficial beliefs so i can be the hatred in your bedroom the shadows in your past for i am the one you cant forget the one that you will never be