Withdrawal

My eyelids are heavy as I think of a liar Drooping with exhaustion, wonder, desire My head hurts, a searing pain that makes me wince, One that's happened from that day and since My cheeks are sore, a burning bright pink, the effect of crying cos the pain won't shrink My lungs are on fire, I can't catch my breath I swear all this pain is worse than death My arms loosely dangle, for him they long, to wrap him in an embrace so strong My cuts are fresh, a dew-covered rose the pain that he caused, I doubt that he knows My body aches, suffering from withdrawal, I still yearn for him, in spite of it all.