wooden blinds in the wind
you tell me you want to raid other people deep in your heart on the other hand you preach of building water reservoirs your bullshit continues on and on as you repeat yourself and now i suddenly find myself here alone once again with nothing left to learn i wonder if any of it has any meaning at all but then i remember that of course it does not i remember how stupid i am especially when i look at that what reminds me of my own stupidity to repeat yourself on the basics of philosophy is a sin and so i gladly open my arms wide to the opening i am tired and my bones grow old i have no more time left for things that repeat what has been will be again and i've seen it before my eyes though we are very clever as we repeat and eat the wrong things i don't judge you for you must do as you must working hard to gather up the riches for the one who pleases god so that he may end up giving him what is true happiness i cut my bonds and watch the ribbons fly you've discarded me and i am no longer needed though you were close to me once i see what is left is but me and it is something i am comfortable with for i can not persuade you to do this or that this would be the work of pure tyranny no i would rather leave you like that so it was in the beginning and so it will be in the end when i look back i will be in front alone once again to face the pale blackness though i would claim to love you you know this for emptiness for how could there be fulness without the correct implications? i believe that i have fortunately shared my part and this will surely be enough for my part is my part and it will be no others' though they may beg and then self-entitle to come around to delete the art that they want what does it matter when you are standing in the luminous fire of the library of alexandria? oh no i have completely given up i do not need to convince you and you may go ahead to repeat yourself into infinity for what is will be again and there is nothing new under the sun so with some stolen words i bid you ado but then again i pause once more to wish you what i have never gained a loving smile within an accepting face though you judge and you trudge and you budge me i will go far off like the ancient mother left to the wilderness exiled and outcast i will dwindle there forgotten and dismissed self-pity is pitiful and so i face it with disdain i will mock you as i mock myself in the light of pain forgive me now as i move on from here though i have abused the notion whether i want it or not the time has come for me to leave you alone as it all becomes undone do remember that i will love you always as i dissolve the salts within my tears recall me like thunder when you hear the blessed coming of an overcast splendour for i feel like i would never be able to know the electric storms that rumble in the plato of the ever stretching wind
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CuldeSac
What are words without understanding and what is understanding without sense?
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