worst, but life changing memories

You are a prisoner of your own indecision I could stay, I could go Horrible things have been done I wish you could undo them I wasn’t strong enough to be on your side Could have done so much more Maybe I am the one who should undo Every time I see my face, I see regret No one really forgave you, except me Who failed in all other aspects I had 17 Intoxicating years with you But I guess you died many years before When you walked out on me, I lost more then a piece of my soul Wonder if all bad in me, is caused by you Nearly two years has passed and you are still messing with my mind You are remembered for the worst things you did Sadly that is what I remember too.