writing away my love

It is overcast today. Dark bubbles of cloud stretch across the sun, It’s too cold to play Outside today I can’t write this love away A million adjectives and similes later I still can’t find the write phrases to say That I don’t love you Does that mean that I do? Or are these things in my belly not butterflies, But stick insects instead What does it matter if he loves me today? Tomorrow is coming, The sunrise doesn’t listen to the words we say Even if the stars shine brighter when you proclaim You love me tonight This cliché moment just doesn’t fit My idea of love and us in the world In my heart I am honest Though my mind will stray Like a stray seed I float away I just want to somehow say Everything in one sentence Anything that will make you stay Forever and never leaving Mine always being In love with me And not my words.