Yet I cannot

I want to be there To wipe your tears , ease your fears I want to make you laugh again To be happy and carefree again Yet I can’t I want to disappear To make you forget You ever met me For meeting me Has only brought you pain Yet I can’t I want to give you All you deserve in life I want give in To your precious love To be enveloped by it Yet I can’t I want to tell you Why I can’t Maybe you’ll understand Just like you always have I want to leave no stone unturned Yet I can’t I want to scream with anger T o cry with pain To die with guilt To burst with longing Yet I can’t