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Walking towards all of 6/3 Beautiful golden locks of hair girls would kill for. My heart sipped beats as your mouth moved making me tingle. My four ft eleven petite yet curvy frame bounced as you spoke then came the reality out of those pouty lips I'm fourteen. My mouth went dry and my bouncing bodys stiffened I said I'm 18.That quick your friends whist you away as I composed myself. Everyone and then there you were beautiful and forbidden. So I moved on got.a bf my age and rarely thought about how you made me feel it was now a bitter pill I couldn't swallow. Had I known shame would have engulfed me yet it was just an innocent reaction to be able to learn from. My bf is gone.and I'm still small and petite probably looking fourteen myse,, but years had passed Seven years I put on one of my Friday night outfits pouted myl lips and then added a color I rarely dawned a sexy red. Headed to my hometown with my mom her and my Dad had split years earlier. We walked in looking for a lil bit of fun so we went to the back of the bar and as I grabbed got my stick I froze and looked up to the six five foot man greeting me with those soft lips my heart jumped out my chest. He no longer fourteen. And now he had a lil more chiseled face but just as beautiful and interesting as I remember. No friends around to take him away I felt dizzy with wonder he had his.Dad.there so he and my mom were busy talking I finally got him to myself we drank we laughed we flirted until last call Then without a thought I said you want to come to my place and and listen to music and have a few more drinks, He said how will I get home I said you won't tonight, My place was small but nice grabbed the drinks and ppputon one of our favorite bands. Then the tension was just so passion filled we were wrapped up naked in no time. Six or so hours later we were sp satisfied wely down. To sleep as soon as he thought I was asleep I feel his soft breath saying I love you. Time lapped again I was now divorced and grieving my first born I had to bring his ashes home so I drove 1700 hundred miles. I see a tall familiar face smiling at me the next 7 years we spent together but fate wasn't on our side now you're gone far away....... while I still wahe up tormented and lonely you have move on but I'm stuck on my lawn looking up into my only true loves blue eyes. I will stay alone forever without you for you have mey heart soul and my true home your arms. I have loved you for thirty years and will love you untill God opens his arms and you are there finally no more time apart I believe in you and I we will remain in each others arms as God cradles us for entering. Dedicated to Grant Robert MacIver I wish I had not let you get on that place because now you have a new lover and a new life.I should have crawled back into bed lol you begged. I was stubborn.