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Your absence 
 
Its been three months 
since you pulled your stupid stunt 
you said goodbye 
and I tried not to cry. 
 
Your still playing your stupid games 
now to me, your just so lame. 
I may of been the one to ruin everything, 
but im the one whos still struggling. 
 
Dont leave me alone, 
pick up the phone. 
It looks like i have moved on, 
but my love for you is still stong. 
 
I hate the way your acting, 
it seems like your not hurting. 
You will never come back to me, 
you said you just want to be free. 
 
Do I even want you back? 
There are now many things you lack. 
You have treated me so badly, 
I still want you, sadly. 
 
You used me, 
abused me, 
confused me 
and forced me... to miss you everyday and all the time. 
 
As you said, I want you to want me, 
Thats how i feel.. 
 
 
Advice please. 
 
Shellyy X